This Too Shall Pass

I had a talk with my mom this morning.
About a good bit of things; it first started
off with, me & college. She began to cry & I
hate it when she cries, because then I cry. It's
like a chain reaction with us two. Anyhow, she felt
sad that as a parent she can't do all the things other
parents do for their children-Like come up with a lump
some of money to send me off to college.
It really doesn't matter-I just don't want to see her cry.
I mean, of course I want to go to college, but I'd need help
doing it-I can't financially or transportation wise do i on my
own. So for not, it is not important to me. *sigh*
We also talked bout men (which lead us to the subj. of Kori).
I didn't tell her what he said to me. . but she got the picture.
It all boils down to this:
You just have to go through some to get to the right one.
And when the right one comes, I will know.
Yeah right. I thought Kori was the right one.
Either I have scewed sense of judgement, or he just wasn't
all he was cracked up to be.Maybe both I don't know.
I love my mom. She's all I have.

--She said if I don't have a man by

the next tax return time; I can get a doggie lol